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Decision

4.50 pagi

Aku tersedar

Tengah best2 tdo..terjaga pulak

Ape kes?

Argghhh

Time ni bley ingat pasal keje

” Betul ke apa aku nak buat ni? ”

Acapkali, itu soalannya

Peluk bantal

Cepat2 tdo balik

 

6.45 pagi

Tersedar lagi

Bukak mata

Tengok Elle kelam kabut bersiap g keje

Solat subuh

Masa…masih awal

Mata dah segar

Takmo tdo balik

Sempat basuh baju

Iron baju nak g keje

Siap2..

Setel semua

Turun tangga

 

Hujan di luar

Mendung

“Seakan hatiku”

Start kereta

Vroomm…

 

Cuaca

Kurang 25 darjah celcius

Sempat dengar DJ Muzik FM berceloteh

 

Di ofis

On komputer

Buat kerja

 

10.45 pagi

Bos masuk

Dup Dap Dup Dap

~Hawa tau perasaan gue masa ni~

Berdebar

” Betul ke apa aku nak buat ni?? “

” Risky tahu? “

Aku nekad

 

Dengan Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Tok Tok

Pintu aku ketuk

Boss…”

Surat aku hulur

why? you wanna resign ar “

“yes..”  confident betul..huhu

“But why??..”

“I just wanna resign..” kelu lidah nak cakap

“How many paper left to finish ur ACCA”

“One”  Insyaallah if 2 paper lepas ni pass

“When is your exam?”

“This coming December” Tak lama dah..erk…

“Few months left..And you can have 2 months leave for one paper…Paid leave”

” No sir…i dont feel like to work here anymore”  perkara yg sama aku ulang

” U better think first..Here u could learn..and obtain ur PER”

“No…i wanna resign..” aku tekad

 

Air mata dah bergenang time tu

Kuar bilik bos

Lega

At last

Itulah keputusan yg aku amik

Dah buat dah pun

5 thoughts on “Decision

  1. yeay! cik ja berjaya menghantar resignation letter dgn perasaan yg bercampr baur…hoho…

    now, its time to look 4 a new job! chaiyo…chaiyo….

  2. aku berdebar nak cari keje kan?
    TJS : ko berdebar sebab mende lain…hehe

    Hawa: Thanks for the support..

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